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[27 Jul 2004|04:31pm] |
well fuck. things aren't going that great these days
dont you fucking hate it when you like somebody soo much and they treat you like shit?! i mean c'mon, you couldn't have em for about 2 months, and soo they tell you that they love you oh soo very much, then they dump their gf to be with you, but they don't wanna relaitonship soo you wait some more on them, and then he goes off to camp for a week and he's back with gf even though she's not available! IT'S SOO FUCKING GAY! if you're not done dating the person, then don't break up with them! that's retarded!
don't really want my sister to go away to college. it's not fair! all of my friend's siblings who are going away to college are all staying in state or somewhere reasonably close to home, where my sister goes off to Indiana for the next four years. i mean, im happy that she got to go to her dream college, but i guess this is where the selfish part of me comes out. we haven't started to really become close to eachother until last year and it's too soon!! ill only see her 3 times during the school year! WHAT THE FUCK!?!
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schools getting closer and closer to starting, and summers being drawn to an ending and i fucking hate it! i feel like i've wasted my entire summer on Crazy for You. not that i dind't enjoy it mind you, but it took up 3/4 of my fucking summer and that blows big time. i feel like i only got to hang out with my theatre friends which is great, but i miss all of my school buds. the only persoon i've really seen is esmie and sometimes chelle and emma.
uh....oh a happier note....i think todd dorsey is hott
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[16 May 2004|11:25pm] |
god! im soo fucking sick of this shit going on in my life. my friends are really starting to piss me off. well....not all of you just most of you.
~first, my so called "friends" steal my some what my "boyfriend" and then blames me for him liking me more than her. she brought it on herself any way. because she fucking KNEW how much me and this guy liked each other and then she flirts like a bitch with him for him to "like" her as a friend, and then he chooses her over me. and then when he finally realizes that she's nothing but bull shit and goes for me again, she gets pissy @ me. well she deserved it. i don't give a damn on how much she thought we were "best friends" there's no way i could be best friends with her.
~then, some of my friends are acting all fake and are my friend for about oh.....maybe a week or two and then they go bug other random people. they're first off like "mindayyy!! what's up??" and then they're like "uh...hey mindy....." wtf! if you're going to be my friend, be my friend. but don't be my friend just so that you won't be lonely for once. it's okay to be a loner. you don't have to have your friends come with you when you fucking have to take a piss! are you going to ask them to go into the stall with you?
~my mom is trying to convince me to transfer to BVHS next year, which i don't want to, but she won't fucking listen to me because she is a stubborn ass hipocritic mule! i try to tell her that im beginning to enjoy north, and she then finds some way to put down the school. yes, i nkow that north has it's ups and downs, but so does bvhs and she acts like bvhs is the best school in the whole damn country! wtf! it's a hick school full of white christians!! and i know that i'm christian myself, but i like the diverse groups of north. you name it, we got it. muslams, jews, indians, mexicans, cauchasians, blacks, asians, and others that i can't remember. aaagh she pisses me off
sorry if i sound like a complete bitch in all of my entrys, but i've declared this my vent journal. for more entrys that aren't as abnormal, just go to my xanga (sillyminders)
on happier notes, school is almost over, and...ehh...I LOVE SPENCER PEAVEY!! HE'S SOOO FUCKING HOTT!! hee hee
*melinda marie
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[18 Mar 2004|02:58pm] |
I LOVE MY FRIENDS! THEY ARE THE BEST!! HERE ARE MY BESTY BEST FWIENDS:
ANNA
ESMIE
ASHLEY
KELSEY
DANA
AUSTIN
MICHELLE
EMMA
AND I LUUUURVE TAYLOR MCGRAW!!!! HE'S ADORABLE
the end.
enjoy
*melinda
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[25 Feb 2004|11:11pm] |
from now on, this will be a journal where i can write what ever the fuck i want, and if you have a problem with that, then tell it to my face bihotch!
I HATE MEN-AAH!! they are a fucking pain in the ass. first they act like they are our best friends, they are nice for a while, cute someitmes, and then when you start to fall for them, KABOOM! they completely act like different guys!! why the fuck do they do that? do they think we enjoy the mood swings? NO! I MEAN NO! why can't they just be 100% honest with us, tell us what's really on their minds, and then have no mood swings. that would make my life sooo much easier.
school is great, kinda. i mean, i have all A's and 1 B, but it still feels like somethings missing. oh yeah. friends. TRUE friends. with the exception of 4....maybe 5 people, everybody at north is soo fake. either some of the people come off as if they are too good to talk to you, or im not "cool" enough for them. embarrassed to say this, i miss middle school. i miss all of my dear friends that i never get to see any more because we never have any classes together, and most of the people that im forced to socialize with are complete snobs. it's soo fucking annoying. to my true, best friends: you have no idea how fortunate i am to have you guys! you are the geniune few! you rock! bff to ya!
i have come to the conclusion that i NEVER get over old relationships or past crushes. even though i say that i am over them, i never am. mostly, what i never get over is the physical attraction. i think i am over the person, until i see them, them im like HOLY CRACKER! WHAT THE FUCK!?! soo yeah...
i apologize about this entry. it's a whole bunch of bullshit that i wanna get outa my system.
FUCK YOU ALL! except for the genuine few......:)
*melinda
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[28 Jan 2004|10:43pm] |
Hey!! it's been soooo long since i've updated. mostly, im using xanga for my journal, but my darling anna created this BEAUTIFUL live journal for me, soo i will also use it!! well....nothing exciting is really going on.
i have decided that i will not be asking anybody to sweetheart because there is only one, maybe two guys that i would actually want to go with, and they both have already been asked. i mean, i only want to go with them as friends, but i don't think that i would have as much of an enjoyable evening with somebody that i dont' relaly dont really well. in my opinion, i think that it would be too awkward.
school is going pretty well. i don't have a C in H. CA which is very exciting. hopefully i will try to maintain my B in her class. boy, she's a tough cookie!
i miss all of my friends! it seems like i never get to hang out with my friends any more that i hung out with all the time last year like chelle, anna, esmie, lora, sara, and others that i cant remember!!! awww you guys; we need to have a girls night out just like old times!!!! i miss them.
hm......summer's coming up. what should i do??! i need your opinion:
A) go to a ballet camp in Pennsylvania for 3-5 weeks
B) stay here, and do Crazy for You @ Theatre in the PArk
C) not do ballet camp or Theatre in the park, and just spend my entire summer @ the pool and chilln' with friends
tough choices there.....hmm...well i best be going 2tles
*melinda
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[23 Dec 2003|11:47am] |
ello poppet. well....welcome to my live journal created by ANNA BANANANANANANA!!! yayayay. anna you rock!!!
i've been trying to get all my xmas shopping done, but it's a little difficult when your buying for your parents and then all of a sudden they appear with you and your sister to go shopping!!!! blah!! that's not how things work!!!
went to the miller marley xmas party last night.....it was okay. we had to perform in the cafeteria instead of the theatre. :( then after wards there was a slight possibility of meeting james and gina to go bowling, but unfortunately, it didn't work out. tear.
4 days until ONCE ON THIS ISLAND starts! who rah....:)
well.....that's enough for my first entry. l8r
*melinda
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[20 Dec 2003|07:09pm] |
HELLO THIS IS ANAN IM TRYING TO MAKE MELINDAS JOURNAL B-E-A-UTIFUL!! YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYA
ANNA IS FUCKING HOTT!!
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